Bugolgi Apparatus

hold me wipe my mouth I get tangled in my thoughts I need to be reminded  what to do with myself another stain on my slacks I'll do better on the next task I made you a card   but the glue's still wet I feel up syndrome  when you're around I'm not functioning at all but I'm not ready to fall back down I feel up syndrome  when you're around I see you trying to help me now I can't help it it turns me on  kiss me blow my nose remind me where to go with these blue socks on I'm unequalled I know restrain me hold me down punish me really hard I don't know why  I do what I do I feel up syndrome  when you're around I don't trust the other ones they hurt me when I'm alone I feel up syndrome  when you're around we shouldn't question these thoughts just release them when the light's off tucking me in bed I get strange thoughts  I'm sorr...

I don't remember never said that really, I forget moment to moment is how I live these moments don't connect what were you thinking about how was your day yesterday what will you do tomorrow how have you been, really one day I'll shed my skin one day I'll open my heart one day I'll go traveling without taking anything with me

I've given up being saved  I don't need to buy anything I've narrowed my expectations they fit around my mornings I enjoy texts you send me I don't eat organic I write down every dream Instead of watching tv doubts are my companions now that fears have fled the beauty I've caught in glances Is enough for me, I guess sounds of engines and announcements, concrete symphonies your deep silences sound like melodies to me