Bugolgi Apparatus

...however if stars align   you’re here on time   money arrives   no hint of a crime   fates cooperate   dates don’t change   your sister leaves   the lightest traces   back don’t act up   cat don’t wake up   don’t rain next hour   hitting traffic by four   then sure   we might   have something   there

 The nothing  there’s a parasite  that slips inside the mind  found on every corner  even in the water  it attacks at night  leaves you non-responsive inside  if it reaches the heart  you’re gonna be a goner  it’s the nothing  it doesn’t have a “y”  it’s something  that eats up our lives  the nothing  taking up our time  shitting out money  leaving you dead inside  the children  instinctively know  something’s disturbing  but they don’t know how  to fight it  they try to block it out  there’s only twenty of them  against the adults  the nothing  sucks on their dreams  closing minds  with their deepest fears there’s a few  that try to resist  called behavioral problems  we apply a greater force

    That crooked line I hold grief in one hand hope in the other  I can’t tell you  which is stronger  washing sins in  that dirty river  sticky and dry  I remain   walking that  crooked line  into a future  not feeling any wiser  moving towards  something softer  that whisper  calling my name