UpSydrome

hold me wipe my mouth

I get tangled in my thoughts

I need to be reminded 

what to do with myself

another stain on my slacks

I'll do better on the next task

I made you a card  

but the glue's still wet

I feel up syndrome 

when you're around

I'm not functioning at all

but I'm not ready to fall back down

I feel up syndrome 

when you're around

I see you trying to help me now

I can't help it it turns me on 

kiss me blow my nose

remind me where to go

with these blue socks on

I'm unequalled I know

restrain me hold me down

punish me really hard

I don't know why 

I do what I do

I feel up syndrome 

when you're around

I don't trust the other ones

they hurt me when I'm alone

I feel up syndrome 

when you're around

we shouldn't question these thoughts

just release them when the light's off

tucking me in bed

I get strange thoughts 

I'm sorry to 

make such a mess

will I see you on the weekend 

how long will you stay here

they don't pay you much 

that much I know

Soundcloud

The Art of Forgetting

I don't remember
never said that
really,
I forget

moment to moment
is how I live
these moments
don't connect

what were you
thinking about
how was your day
yesterday

what will you do
tomorrow
how have you been,
really

one day I'll shed my skin
one day I'll open my heart
one day I'll go traveling
without taking anything with me

Tiny Poverty Diary

I've given up being saved 
I don't need to buy anything
I've narrowed my expectations
they fit around my mornings

I enjoy texts you send me
I don't eat organic
I write down every dream
Instead of watching tv

doubts are my companions
now that fears have fled
the beauty I've caught in glances
Is enough for me, I guess

sounds of engines and announcements,
concrete symphonies
your deep silences
sound like melodies to me