Zyprexa Latuda

I just watch everything and think

What the fuck is going on

I’m fine in my apartment

I see no reason to step out

I miss the city I miss the buzz

I just miss being young

But could you imagine stepping

Back into yesterday with what you know now

So I’m exiled in the suburbs

I’m that old crazy woman now

I won’t post more than a few pieces of art

It’s insane how everything is public

Where’s the dignity in that

When I get too lonely I just talk to my plants

You’ll never get me

The way you want me

Live with your regrets 

While I don’t have any

I had my fun

And now I’ve got my dignity 

Can’t step into that cesspool again 

Not with these heels